Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Beyond Tragedy (a kind of light?)

Yesterday, shopping for a secondhand bike, I met a woman whose son was severely injured playing high school football.  He's in a wheelchair, perhaps permanently.

They live just a mile away; I met her briefly yesterday, standing and talking on her front steps, and might never see her again.  She spoke matter-of-factly about the injury; I made feeble noises of sympathy.

Coming home later, I could hardly breathe.

American football is insane, and we are a mentally ill country to be so fascinated by it.  A country that (like the ancient Romans) likes to see beautiful young men destroyed before their eyes.  Why?  Why on earth?

I think we can do better.  Flag football is a wonderful game; my brother and his friends played it a lot in the streets when we were growing up.

This woman, going through such a horrible experience, seemed utterly calm.  Not joyful, but calm.  Her quiet expression was filled with a kind of light--maybe I'm seeing it through the lens of my emotions at that moment, but I don't think so.  I think she's experienced just about every kind of hell a mother can experience, but has come through it with a sense of purpose.  I took a lot of inspiration from her in those five minutes I spent with her, talking mostly about her son's bike.


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